Suicide is not an act of despair,it is an action
Me,me and me.
An amateur attempting to write some reviews,failing miserably. :P

Targets
-more Luciferian Darkness
-greater metal collection
-greater proficiency in writing

Speakup.

Historic.

April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

Saturday, May 30, 2009
Regarding the previous post.

On the medical aid thing,it's talking about my ear,toopid people.I am not suffering from depression.Zomgwtfbbq hahahaha.Cos i get bus-sick,sea-sick,whatever-sick very easily due to some problems of the ear.I CAN HEAR,GODDAMNIT.Haha.It's just something to do with pressure,i donno how to explain also.Lol.

TNBM

Movie outing.

Went out with kiki and the rest to PS today to catch the movie Night at the Museum 2.

I reached there the earliest,cos i thought they are the early kind of people,so i chiong-ed there to find out that i was the only one who has already reached.Heh.Went up to the arcade to look at people playing Maximum Tune.

So there are these kids playing,and a girl my age went to challenge them.Apparently she was not bad at driving,so these kids played rather dirty,where they kept blocking her.Her boyfriend couldn't stand it and helped out,successfully blocking the kids instead.The scene was rather heated,as they were like smashing the gears.Ah well,the excitement was there,everyone standing watching half anticipated a fight to go on,me included.Haha.

Then met kiki to buy tickets for the rest,thereafter we waited for the rest to arrive.First came dai,then sunnie and seoti.Sunnie and seoti both overslept.HAHA.

Slacked for awhile at Burger King,then went up to watch the movie.

The movie wasn't as hilarious as expected,but a certain someone beside me was laughing throughout *wink wink*.More of a Disney comedy,in my opinion.

Walked around contemplating what to eat,and Seoti got us out of Long John Silvers then in the end never join us for dinner.Hahahaha.Finally we settled down at Just Acia then departed for home.

Again,it's rather fun going out with the forum people (:

And i'm so broke ))):

TNBM

Friday, May 29, 2009
Old madness that haunt.

It's coming back yet again.Yes,the condition is worsening.

P.S. Thanks to those who know of my condition and yet stood by my side,being caring and concerning people.I do not wish to waste money to seek an aid that does not help much.As they say,it will only stablise the situation,it's not a cure-all after all. :/

If i appear shut down to you people,just leave me alone for awhile.


Current Listen:The Trooper by Iron Maiden (from Death on the Road,live in Dortmund).

TNBM

Friday, May 22, 2009
Gia-Gia Outing

Went on yet another outing yesterday.

First,i went gyming with Carnegie and the rest,then went for a dip in the jacuzzi and went into the sauna.Alex joined us for the jacuzzi+sauna,and he's become more gay than ever.Sheesh.Apparently he was having some hot sex with Carnegie at the jacuzzi while the rest of us are still in the sauna room.Just pulling your leg :P

Bathed then went back to BizIT Library to use the computers,since she texted me,saying that she couldn't meet so early,cos she's out with someone who has a crush on her,or so she says.Whatever.Ok,played MvC (Marvel VS Capcom) with Alex for awhile then went off to Peninsula to walk around before meeting her.

Saw the person who has a crush on her,and i was like,ZOMGWTFBBQ.Ya.Shan't go into the details.Then we left for Esplanade,tmm-ed for awhile up there,thereafter going to Subway to makan.

Ordered a footlong,and apparently i'm not a good eater,so i merely ate half of it and dumped the rest away.The butter cookie was left uneaten also.Heh.

Went to Suntec to walk around,then sent her home,despite her protests.Haha.E-U-N-O-S (:

So today,again,i asked myself a few questions,and she has answered quite a few indirectly. :)

TNBM

Monday, May 18, 2009
Best FMA Lecture.

Yes,this is the first time i'm raving over a lecture.It was so darn funny.

Went to lecture today with some form of dread,apparently she doesn't wanna meet today until thurs.I'm fine with it.

Ah well,serious stuff aside.

I went into the lecture hall with the rest and we spotted some empty seats in the middle and the back.As a born slacker,i chose the back seats so that it would be more convenient in case i wanna chat with someone when i'm bored.

So,as lesson commenced,i noticed that the middle seats are still vacant,and it seemed that quite a number of people had their focus on the middle seats.Curiosity led me to looking around,where i saw some cheena-looking guy swaying in his seat.I thought,fine,he's probably tired or bored,until he started moaning.MOANING.I was like wtf and went on observing the guy until i found out that he was drunk.

Reasons?One:he's speaking a few decibels above the normal level.Two:he's swaying about throughout the lecture.Three:a friend beside him was red in the face.Four:he'd dropped his stuff countlessly and the way he picked it up tells it all.

So his antics went unnoticed by us,who were giggling and laughing at his actions.The lecturer thought he was simply acting funny,so he chose to ignore all these.The innocent who came in later chose to sit there,only to be warned by us that there is a drunkard sitting over there.So they avoided him like the plague,sitting as far as possible.Understandable,in my opinion.Then,he "stabbed" his own hand with his pen and screamed in pain.ZOMGWTFBBQ.I was almost howling with laughter.

He went on like this for quite awhile,bringing some good entertainment to us at the same time,until he started to vomit.Fuck,it stank as hell.He even vomitted his lunch out (sorry to those who are eating now).Strands of noodles were seen on the floor.No jokes.It was a disgusting scene,all right,but still it was fucking hilarious.

So the lecturer went out to get help,and by help it meant the Director of SB.The whole lecture hall were like "orh hor",all of us gloating at this dude.Poor guy.Haha.They got him out,and lesson went on as usual,but the lecture hall were all discussing this matter.What a classic.Apparently no one was truly interested in what the lecturer had said after the "incident" had occured.HAHA.

When lecture ended,we saw the dude lying on the seat outside,with quite a number of his classmates attending to him.He was knocked out,i suppose.They got a cab for him and sent him off after awhile.It took three guys to carry him out,i observed.Heh.

Reason for him being drunk?Heard from people from his class that they went to the clubhouse to drink vodka during their five-hour break.Obviously this dude wasn't a drinker,eventually landing to this state.Rofl.Serves you right,moron.

By far this is the most interesting FMA lecture i've ever attended,not because of the lesson,but because of the joke.

TNBM

Friday, May 15, 2009
Stayover@Carnegie's

Current location:Carnegie's place.

Apparently i'm awake and bored,hence decided to blog a little.

Had quite a long school day today,with so many lectures and a super long break in between.Felt as though i'd wasted my time making an effort to attend school just for the sake of doing it.Heh.

Met Gary,Alex,Carnegie and gang to have dinner at Bukit Timah,thereafter setting off to his place to get drunk.(ok,i so did not drink.reasons stated in next few paragraphs)

Started off with gin.Gosh,i didn't like it.Not a single bit,no matter what i mixed it with.It just tastes weird to me.So i watched Red Cliff with Yujian and KC,while the others were drinking quite a lot.Alex was being his usual,turning red very quickly after drinking a little,where he got high and became a little...suggestive in his actions?HAHA.Didn't really bother about him,i was relaxing on the massage chair.

Sent our drunkard Alex to the bus stop,then fetched James to Carnegie's place.Called my gf to have a little chat,where i could already sense that she is very tired and yet making an effort to stay awake just to talk to me.Thanks ma cherie :) Said something that i'm still not accustomed to saying (apparently she is the first person i said this to,so you bet,it took me quite a lot just to say it).Bet she didn't hear it clearly.Heh.Second time in this week that i said it verbally.So ended the phone call,with her dead-tired.Sorry for bothering you in the middle of the night aye?

Went back and saw James already drinking quite a lot,and we have a merlion at work (NOT ME!!!),where he took quite a few trips to the toilet.Now it smells of satay bee hoon.Oops.

Opened up the bottle of vodka and we played dai dee,drank a bit more and then i went to bathe.

Now,i am the only one upstairs,with the rest all asleep.I'm not one who sleeps when it's supposed to be an overnight stay.

Clocking in at 3:10 am,Saturday,May 16. :)

TNBM

Sunday, May 10, 2009
Sentosa Outing.

Went with the sgf people to sentosa yesterday,had lots of fun over there.

Met them at Macs for breakfast at Vivo,where i took quite a while to be more awake and start to talk to them.Apparently i do not know anyone of them except for a few.Heh.

Made our way down to Siloso beach and we played beach volleyball there.I kinda picked up how to serve the ball,and got the hang of it.Yay. :D Most of us aren't familiar with playing volleyball,so as expected,we created lots of humor while playing.Hahahaha.And one good thing about playing with them is:you can slack sometimes and be on the lookout for girls. *blushes* saw a few. :P

Went to dip in the water,and the rest were like volunteering to teach me how to swim,which i declined.Seems that i still got bit of phobia.Ah well.Had fun watching them carrying each other and we played monkey.

Then we played captains ball,dog and bone,and touch rugby,where we had a crazy time yet again.It's really interesting that i could had so much fun even with people whom i've met only for the first time ever.Haha.

Thereafter we went for another dip,then showered and left for Vivo to have dinner at Food Republic,where i practically had to snatch food,thanks to a certain someone.HAHA!Wolfed down quite a lot of food also.And now i am always looking for food to eat,thanks to that someone.Rofl.

Bus-ed down to Bugis to have Ah Chew,but seeing that the place is packed,we decided to go the Iluma place to slack and play dai di there.

Overall,i had a great time with them,though now my neck hurts like mad,and both my face and neck are like very,very red.


Gave her her quiz,and some questions could be a little...sensitive?Thanks to Setter C,and a bit of evil in me.Ya.

TNBM

Monday, May 4, 2009

Had a talk with a good friend yesterday.She was being understanding,giving me certain well-phrased advices.Even though she claims that she does not know exactly what i have in mind,but her advice was more than useful for me.

Conscience and desire,i have to choose one.Wait till i've spoken to one or two more people.

TNBM