Desolate and Death

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Death of a Fallen Star.

Woke up this morning to hear from my father that Michael Jackson has passed away.Of course,i didn't believe what i heard,and went online straight to verify this piece of news.And as i was auto-signed into MSN,the news flashed up in front of me.I was in a state of shock.

Michael Jackson,our King of Pop passed away with a heart attack?

Seriously,i don't even know what to say.

He was my favorite singer when i was young,so much so that you can consider him as my idol.I made my father buy all the VCDs and LDs that feature MJ's MTVs,and i would simply dance along to the songs.He was a great dancer,and a great singer as well.I don't remember finding a single track or music video boring.He was that electrifying.

Even though i am not as an avid fan of him in the recent years,i still hold utmost respect towards him.He is,perhaps,one of the greatest performers i've ever seen.

So thank you MJ for all the great vids and songs.You'll be duly missed.Rest in Peace,King of Pop!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

The Sponge and the Stress Ball.

A sponge is really interesting.It reflects some of our personalities well.

Firstly,it absorbs water no matter what.As long as it is in contact with water,it will absorb the most of the water.There will be some occasions where the capacity is maxed-out,such that droplets will drip.It will still take in water,while leaking out some of the water at the same time.Sponges will only release a greater amount of water when squeezed.This is the very same as us humans.We take in the anger no matter what,and we only let out some of our frustrations when we have reached our maximum.Like the sponge,we release our angst only when poked.But the amount of anger released is not the full of it,there will still be some anger left in us,just like the sponge with water remaining in it even after squeezing.

To be honest i don't even understand what i'm talking about.

Whatever.From now on sponges will evolve into stress balls.Stress balls are another interesting lot.They allow all forms of squeezing,jabs,sometimes even stabs.But they will serve their purpose ultimately-to help the user to let out his/her frustrations on it.I will be a stress ball with a smilie drawn (with a marker) across it.The smile will be plastered on my face,even when squeezed,or stabbed.Yes,the smile will fade sometime,but the purpose is served.

If only i understand my own mind.Been thinking about this two objects ever since.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Welcome to the End.

Today will be a special day for me.You know why?It will be the awakening of my past self.

Today is a special day.We hide behind our masks and conceal our thoughts.Deep down inside we want to tear at each others' throats but we simply give a false smile,giving the enemy a false sense that we are trying to be friendly.

Today is a special day.We will be like players at the table,each giving his best to portray the perfect poker face.No one has the winning hand.It requires pure skill and determination of the mind.

Today is a special day.I will behave the same way as how people dislike me to be.

Today is a special day.I do not care about any comments you have to say.

Today,today,today.What a wondrous day.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Work.

Was working at the PC Show these few days,working for Harvey Norman selling Macbook. :D

My partners are quite friendly,and of course,rather competitive.Who doesn't.Every man for himself in the end of the day.No choice.But ah well,at least we are ok with each other.

Working environment?Not bad,opposite our booth there are showgirls.Only one showgirl is decent looking,my type btw :P They were like dancing along to the music they were playing.Maybe imma post the song up.Playing it like million times already.Heh.

Sales was ok.I expected that i won't make super lot of sales,given that my knowledge on Mac is rather poor.

All in all it was worthwhile,though tiring.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Rants.

Disputes after disputes.It turns my stomach over, sickens me to the core.And it always has to be over trivial matters.And please, if you feel so wronged, don’t go saying that it’s your fault when deep inside you don’t feel so.It sickens me even more when I see that.I know you’re doing this to avoid another argument, but hell, it’s obvious you feel wronged and begrudged.I’m not going to step out of my house today AT ALL, unless it’s for a cause like going down to play basketball.And I’d rather you to have fun on Friday, and don’t come visiting me at work at all.Oh and have fun chatting with you-know-who.Kthxbye.

It seems to me that it's a habit that our problems are always made known to others,when i don't even talk about it to anyone,nor explain it in details in the blog.

Current listen: Bulimiarexia by Eths. Candice!!!

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Pool+Makan Outing.

Sorry for being away for quite awhile (at least,according to me.Lol.).

Went out with Tiny,Asharae,93'guy and her to Somerset to catch a movie initially,only to find that there are no movies to our liking.Went down to Plaza Sing,the same situation occured.Hence we settled down at Park Lane to play pool.

Over there,i saw quite a number of metalheads,and i remembered with a pang that it was the Ressurection gig,which is held in Gossip Bar.Fuck,i should've gone there.You could see all the metalheads,clad with jackets with patches,some wearing boots.All of them wore their favorite metal band t-shirts proudly.Goddamnit.I felt like approaching them and show them the Devil's Horns!

On the pretence of going to the toilet,i went to take a sneak peek at what's going on inside the bar.Apparently Draconis Infernum was on stage (or so i guess),so basically you can hear the double bass pedalling at work even standing at MacDonalds.Man the atmosphere was awesome.

Back to the outing.So we were playing pool,with Tiny acting as some deity,playing with one leg hanging in the air.Fucking hilarious.I kinda lost touch,like alot.Meh. ):

Then we went to play arcade for awhile,where Alezec joined us.Went to eat chicken rice,slacked at some ulu shopping center while waiting for Seoti to arrive.Alezec was showing us some magic tricks when the friendly security guard came over and stopped us.Walao eh.You're paid to ensure safety and security of the shopping center,not to reign over people's lives,moron.Ah well.

Seoti arrived and we went to eat some tao huay.Joked around for awhile,with Tiny trying to eat seoti's tofu.Haha!

Then we separated,with me,93 and Alezec cabbing to her place to see her dog,and Tiny and the others going home.Her dog is,well,not the kind that i like.I love cats more,remember?Haha.

OHYEA.The best part of this outing is MR Black-Face is not here! (: